its amazing that even after coming to peace with the fact that i dont believe in the divinity of Jesus, that seeing other people who believe in it so whole heartedly i can feel broken. like there is a peace missing.  i dont know that i want to be one those people who hollers things out during church, or waves my arms around like a crazy person but it is a little disconcerting to be surrounded by people who dont see things the same way that i do. it makes me wish i had a congregation who understood God's great power but who understands Jesus as a really fabulous person, not a divine being. it almost seems like Jesus is a better person for being able to have so much strength as a human.