today my jak celebrates his 8th birthday while he is away at camp. i am truly grateful to God for him, and to all of my children. All 5 of them. Even the two whom i have never met, and whom we dont enjoy here, have taught me so much.
other people in my life have taught me alot as well, some i can thank, and others i no longer talk to. Sometimes you have to make a clean break and walk away but when you have only dated a few people, or have only had a few friends you remember those faces, and its better if you can remember the good with the bad. there are reasons that you spent time with these people, why you let them in to your circle. music is a serious part of my life because i dated some one who had a love of music, it was always on, and much of it i had never heard of, but it has come full circle has pops up later on. It is what it is, there is little we can do to change it.