having a missing memphis moment. the freedom of having personal space, and little responsibilty. loving four other people takes a lot of me emotionally, and i selfishly think that i dont have that much of me to give... there are so many questions that are up in the air right now. and part of me is completely torn about the idea of sleeping alone. the other part of me thinks that having space to be my own person, could be the best way to love my family.